Teachers day celebration today.
So yeah, Happy Teachers` Day! (:
Friend told me smth, i felt so hurt,cheated and many more.
I felt mainly sad uh. D:! Booooohooooo.
Went to primary school.
Damn bored larh. I decided to talk to some Primary school girls.
Heh, make new friends (:
Edit~
Ohhhh fuck! Parents came home already.
They bought alot alot of chocolate and all of them taste great!
Get jealous everyone cos its from EUROPE!
HAHA.
Meet up with my friends, dota then slacked until 1.30, i went home.
No moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
Tmr meeting Farish Girlfy cos i wanna go facial!
Nyahaahahahahaahaha.

Words you said. The way you use the words, yknw i was right.
But what the hell.
I broke down in tears, u were laughing away.
This show how much you love/care.
Great.
My love for you was strong. I need time. I tried a few times to forget bout you last time. It was hard. I dont know if i can do it this time round. Still love you? Hell yeah.
Now i`m waiting for your answer.
Maybe this decision was a mistake.
But i`ll leave you for good, i promise. You dont need me.
I am all alone. Maybe this was just a game to you.

Today was quite funnnnn(: !
Slacked at limbang until 4pm.
Proceed to Yusuf block to meet him.
We then realised that we were actually have a lot more time to spare.
Went to Limbang againnn.
Slack until 5++ we went to Russel house.
Its was quite fun uhhh.
Drink drink drink. But the only problem is that i cant get drunkkkkk!
Wthell larh!
9pm, walked back to lot one with girlfy and friends.
She lrt-ed home & i bus-ed home (:

*Guys,please dont ask me question. Ur guys aint helping me yknw. You guys are just making me to have a second thoughts. I love her.The end(:


Ohh baby, all i need is you. Your love is the only thing that matter the most to me. Your mere presence is enough to make me smile. And there are no medication to cure my heartsick, there's only one remedy for it - you

Fuck all China workers larhhhhhh!
Haix,steal my chocolate D:
Nvm nvm,reached home around 3.30am today.
My bus driver was a china dude.
One advice to all china ppl coming to Singapore, PLEASE learn some basic english first (:
Its hard to give him direction._.
Need to point then he know. $#%%^#%!@ ~


We have been so far together,lets not waste our time by quarreling uhkayys

Woah, what a tiring day today.
Was supposed to go home with girlfy today but Farish asked me to accompany him so yeah, i followed him instead cos i promised him that i`ll accompany him. SAD!
Cab to Airport. Slack till 2.45, his girlfy check-ed in alr. Went home straight aft that.
Slept for 2hr++ break fast at home.
Rushed to town to meet up with friends.
Dota for 2 games only then cabbbb backkkk home.



Words that you said,hurt me alot and its true. I just wanna know what happened its not that i wanna why and who its for. I know u wont cheat me. I just dont wanna see you sad. You dontdont anyhow assume please.You dont want me to disturb you right? No worries i wont. You life, what am i to you? Nothing i bet.Boys come and go for you.You dont see from my point of view. I told you every single detail that you wanna know. Althoughsial. I dont wanna look like a fool. Dont make me look like one can? know my intention for asking. So there`s not a need for you to know, i still do tell you right?What the hell

Gahhhhs~ I seriously regretted not studying for tests D`:
I managed to pass 3 subjects only.
English,Maths and Science only.
All just pass also ._.
Shit shit shit, i dont wanna retain again.
Will slack more with my study buddies alr ^_^

Happy Birthday ENQI
Happy Birthday 16 brother. Although i am bigger then you, i`m still shorter than you. D:
Hope that all your dreams will come true eventually! If it doesnt just wish upon a shooting star and it will eventually come true (:

I used to have doubt on you but now, the feeling has been erased. I trust you.I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.We have gone through good and bad times and we`re stronger now. You've been there from the start for me & your love has always been true as can be.Nothing in this world can be compared to you.Baby, i give my heart to you

Didnt attend school today. Maid still freaking woke me up at 6am when i told her that i`m not going to school. I cant get back to sleep aft that.. Yeah yeah yeah FUCK HER! ( ; . I regretted skipping school today. I was dead bored at home. Farish asked me to tag along with him since he is going to Eunos with his girlfy. Met him at Lot 1 ard 11.30am. His girlfy as per normal didnt finish her meal so i ate the rest of it! Nyahahahahaha. Slack outside Lot for awhile then we went to Eunos by cab.
Must stand for the whole freaking journey sial! Reached Eunos, bought some Bun which only 1 buck each, soooo cheap yet its delicious ^_^ . Went t some place, cant rmb. Slacked awhile. Then we bus to Jurong East! 2 hours PLUS journey. I was having buttttttt cramps.
Reached JE, mrt-ed to cck.
Went home to break fast.
Went out aft that for another dota session.
That`s all

Baby, i love you( :

Today was rather a fun day.
When school for only 3 periods today.
Called someone to bail me out from school today.
His friend drove me back home.
Reached home, get ready myself to meet girlfy to send her home and Rudi and friends for slacking time (: .
Slacked for awhile, i headed t Rudi house to get Warcraft disc XD!
Went home, sleeep for awhile.
Break my fast a lil late cos i was sleeeping D: .
Went out after that for another Dota session.
Reach home about 11.30++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++.
Should i go school tmr?Or stay home?
Confuseeeeed.

Oh baby.Your seriously someone damnnn special to me.
I love you.
Always & All ways.

Mummy and Daddy went overseas.They will be back 31 august. Will enjoy myself.
Enjoying myself with friends till late night (:
But there`s one freaaaaaking problem. I tend to spend allowance on shits.SAD!
Today went home aft school.I skipped malay and some thingy aft school. Hopefully wont get into trouble tmr XD.
Dota with friends.
Slacked till 12,went home aft that.
Why is life sooo boring?

The reason why i over-reacted is cos that i took the risk to skip class just to be with you. You always push it to some other days to meet me. And another reason was FRIENDS! Keep brain washing me to break up. Look what they say dont matter to me at all. They are not FAHMI, they dont know the way that i love you. Leaving you ain`t easy for me. I`ll be hurting myself if i let that happen.Trust me,when i tell you that i love you god damn much.I`m hopelessly falling in love with you okay girlfy.You know that right?

Ouh crap! Fasting starts today>_>.
Aim is only 2 days of fasting.
First and last!
Wooohoooo.
But i really think that today, i`ll break my fast cos i got work later. And i wanna smoke so badly.
Gahhhhs.
Will update later, after work.
~Edited~
Work from 6-1030 today
Event ended early today so yeahh.
Luckily girlfy was not asleep when i`m done with work.
She pei-ed me till i reached home(:
Yay.
I didnt fast today XD
Cos i decided to smoke b4 i start working.
But for me, i`m fasting uh.
Heh.
Will fast tmr.
Maybe only (: .
Okay okay gonna sleep now Byebye
2 or 3 years? Its nth. We`ll last

Sorry guys for not updating for quite some time. Aint me fault! Internet crazy uh this few days.
Hmm, Common test had just ended today. Didnt study for any topic. No mood. Argh, cannot end of year cannot slack already larh! I pass my maths (: . English i get 9.5/20! 0.5 more marks. Heh, nvm i`ll still take it that i passed english! Nyahahaha. Malay sure fail. I dont understand a shit.
Chem and Dnt test, i copied alot XD. HAHAHAHA.
Shhhhh, secret ehhhhhh!
That`s all i guess?


Today.
Yes ah!!!! Friday! Wooohooooo! 2 days holiday!
Today was rather boring. First period english.
Did some comp shit. 3/4 of one page, i already wrote like 300+ words. Damn, my handwriting is super small can? But its nice. Way nicer than yours. (: .
Next was Dnt test. I change seat 2 times cos i wanna copy from friends. Lucky teacher is KUKU type one. HAHAHA. Managed to answer most of the question.
Wanted to skipped the rest of the lesson but teacher finding me! DAMN!
Talked to Girlfy awhile, she went home.
I must go back schoool. Get back our paper. Passed my maths!
Yay~

Will blog again later IF i have the time.
Actually there`s many things that i wanna blog about. But some cant remember already!.
Sad.


Babybabybabybaby, i love you oh so much.Noone can ever take your place.

Morning, When tuition, didnt really study anything basically.
I went tuition cos i dont like mummy to freaking nag at me (:
Aft tuition i went to Friend house cos her house got salon to get a hair cut by her mummy.
Heh. Her mummy told me i look super fair compared to when i was in pri school.
Got A LOT of compliment by her and her friends (:
Was blushing all the way can?
They until want take pic with me XD!
WOOOOTS!
She gave me a discount so i paid only like 5 bucks.
Haha cos she said i was her daughter HANDSOME friend.
WOOOOHOOOO!

Supposed to work today but i cancelled it instead XD!
Decided to go town with Primary school friend.
Its beeeeeeeen a very very long time since we last met or hang out.
Met him around 4+ at yew tee.
Cab to Cathay at town there.
Bought ticket to..Erm Orphan!
Super scary can?
Hahaah lucky i got balls of steel and its super glued to me.
So it wont drop XD
LAMEEE SIAL ME!
Ate kfc while waiting, Smoke, Eat again...
Tummy big already D`:
Movie start, End ard 9.
Eat again >_>
Cab to stagmont park which was opposite my house.
Chit chat, Crapped ard.
Went home..

OHHH, I just cant live without you

Was supposed to work today but somehow the event got cancelled so i decided to go town with friends. I was supposed to meet up with them at Lot One at 3pm. Took my own sweet time instead, cos i was searching for cool hairstyle that suits me.Heh, will be changing hairstyle this Sun. Hopefully it will suit me ^_^.Gabriel mayb will accompany me. Okok back to my town thingy...
I reached Lot around 4+ instead. Poor thing eh my friend but who cares, they late, i wait. Now i late they must wait! Nyaahahahahas! Evil BOY! Ok lame.
Bus-ed to Lucky Plaza. Went to arcade straight. Play Sonic Blast Man. I was the weak-est larh can? What the hell?! The max i managed to score 74 D:
Weak lil faggot sial me.
Play-ed pool aft that.
Won some game, lose most of it. HAHAHA.
We ate at Mac for dinner. Actually wanted to eat at Pizza Hut but full house.
Cab t limbang. Dota, then head straight home.

Baby, i`ll do anything to make you smile again

Gahhhhs! What`s happening to me. I want to be back like last time.
Life sucks for me now. Cant concentrate on whatever i`m doing. Cant do thing properly EVEN styling my own god damn hair seems so hair now. Haix. Got back my english test today.
Guess what? I failed BY 0.5 marks. What the hell. I sat for the same freaking paper last year yet i still can fail. Fuck my english. Skipped maths lesson today. Went Lot 1 with friends cos someone had some issues with one pastamania worker. Gathered outside pastamania. Called him out. I swear his a fucking pussy. Waste of time only. TSK~~
Went home aft that.



Look baby, just take this as a obstacle that we faced. We will be back to normal okay? Somehow we will. I dont want this to end like this. You too right? Although i told you i`ll leave you alone for some time. I swear i cant do it. I wanna talk to. I missing you. I`m hoping you do too.

Baby text me.

Today was rather fun + tiring day. Left house around 3pm today. Bus-ed to Rudi block.
Smoke awhile then bus to Panjang to meet Pei Song. Planned where we wanna go first, we headed Cine-leisure(._.) Cos Pei Song wanna meet his friend. I swear his friend was a bloody joker. Funny guy. Lunch-ed at LJS,but i cant take my own sweet time to finish my food cos someone kor(Girlfy should knw who) wanna come. And we dont wanna meet him so we ate as fast as we can.Mrt-ed to City Hall,met up with PeiSong classmate and Junjie.
Decided to play pool for one game and i swear i suck at pool big time. But still manage to get a few points BUT its negative. Woooot~ I got talent man in pool,I swear! So anyone wanna play afew rounds of pool with me, do tell me and i shall keep myself busy on that day. One game 12 bucks. Expensive or what. We headed out of marina aft that cos fireworks gonna start soon.While walking, some dude gave Pei Song a card.He told Pei song to say the pledge, Me and Rudi were like `He Malaysia He Malaysia` Hahahahaha. When we reached outside, look at firework for awhile. Its seriously lame la the firework.Nth special. We re-unite with all of Pei song friend then we slacked all the way.
Wanted to cab home but no taxi~
So Mrt-ed home instead.
And now i`m waiting for girlfy movie to end ^_^.

Oh dear,I love having you by my side all the time. Its fun (;. And i`ll have more confidence in myself okay.
Ilymore&more (:

Okay,3 words.Fucking Tired Sial~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
I`m such a loner at work.
Friends all didnt work today. Sad.
Ok, Some facts about my work. It is filled with mostly CHINA workers. Fuck them, cant speak english well. I swear my english is WAY better than them (: .
My team leader also english fair. Still got the guts to say i never go school. DUMBFUCK.
Okok e.g. of my teamleader english.
Teamleader:Today we are going to serve Chinese dinner.
Teamleader:Make Sure you OPEN YOUR mouth when you give them the food.
Teamleader:You need to POTION all of the food.
There`s many more mistakes that he made.
Overtime again! Fucking regret overtime-ing today. Cannot hide D:
Girlfy pei me FOR FEW MINS only then she went lala land alr. #$%#%#%! (:
Worked till 2 today.
3.20++ Reach home ._.
Okok, I wannna sleeeeep nooooooooooooooooooow.
Bye FUCKERS.

OH YARH! ONE LAST THING BEFORE I SLEEP,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(;(okay lame)


I want you to stay.Whisper to my ears that you will. Somehow, i kept thinking of you no matter what.Although how much stress am i facing, the thought of being with you will manage to wash the stress away.Like MAGIC!
Baby, your my one and only one.
i love you too much?I dont feel your love.

Work Work Work~
It was one of the biggest wedding. But i swear the couple face BOTH fucked up.
Hahaha.Was very lonely during overtime cos B never accompany me. Lazy pig.
Worked until 2 bla bla bla bla bla, Reach HOMEEEEEEEEE.
Will be working today._.


We started out as friends. Now we`re getting closer. I want it to remain this way~
Your the only one that i love. Heh,you should know that by now. You bring happiness into my life.Altough there is ALOT of Up and down it doesnt really matter right? What matters is we are together as ONE.
In love with you.
3 MORE DAYYYYYYYS

Friday friday friday. Fuck FRIDAY. Seriously waste of time coming to schooooool.

EHHHHHH,SOOOOOOON 1000 already (:

Walked to lot 1 with Yuan Li cos we missed the last 307 bus.
I hate to walk early in the morning. I swear. I`ll get sweaty, i hate it when i`m sweating.
Took 300 to school
Pledge bla bla bla bla bla, lesson start.
First lesson was DNT. Surprisingly, i did most of the question on the paper that teacher gave. WOOOOHOOO, good boy ehhh!
Skipped Malay.
Form class was boring. Filled up 2 survey. One is about Sex thingy and the other was China thingy. Finished both, i went to my lala land.
Recess was next, i was waiting for someone BUT sadly she didnt came. Heh, Luckily Rowena pei-ed me. We chit-chat, she showed me something that shocked me out. Express student very WILD also.Haha.
English was next, didnt do Compo test cos i`m very lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Skipped my last period.
School end.
HAHAHA.
Play-ed Basketball with a few of my classmates aft school.
2.30, attended Maths extra class.
HomeSweetHome after that.

Seriously what really matters is that we`re together. Past is the past. Its wrong to look back at the past that was filled with bad memories. It was my fault and i admit that. Idk why i`ll always start some misunderstanding when we are going sooo goood.Baby, no matter what, i love you and nothing will ever change the feelings that i have for. I`m sure about that.
Dont be a forgetful girl please. Cos where ever u go or whatever u do,i`ll be right here waiting for u.

HAVE FUN ROTTING AT HOME BRO












Twist and turn, i cant freaking sleep yknow. I stayed awake until 6am. ._.
Something bugging my mind.
I was freaking tired yet i went to schooool. How good am i?
First lesson was English, got back my compre test, I PASS SIAL ^_^v
2nd lesson was Lit. Lectured by Miss Foo, she almost cried T_T. So i apologies for what i had done.
PE was next, B-O-R-I-N-G siah. End of lesson got scolded from teacher. Tsk.
I`ll feel damn pissed and easily irritated when i`m damn tired, I`m sure u guys will too.
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla it was end of schoooool.
Slack with Gwee and Junjie for awhile. I dont understand what the fuck they are saying can?
Speak chinese all the way. For me i was busy emo-ing. D:

No words can describe how foolish i am. No words can describe how stupid i felt, not knowing that YOU tried your best to avoid it. I knew that my words that i said to YOU was unnecessary. I`m sorry. And i know that sorry wasn`t enough for you. I feel so empty without you. Its not even your fault yet i was blaming u. Yknow ily no matter what.

Weeeee!~ I have an additional hole in me. Hahhaa. Okay lame. But who cares my blog. Okay lame. (: . Supposed to meet Girlfy 12.30 but i reached there a lil late cos i tot she will be late. Get it?Reached lot, smoke awhile then bus-ed to Far East with girlfy. When we reached there, we were lost.Thank to Fahmi. Want act smart but then he dont know where is the shop. Nyahahaha. Called Ashraf cos he knew where was the shop and we found the shop. Told the worker that i wanna get my tongue pierce. But BOOOOHOOO too bad, i have a short tongue. They didnt want to pierce for me. Girlfy ask me to get my smiley pierce but then smiley after a few months it will tear so it will be a waste of money only, 55 bucks somemore. She asked me to get my eye brow pierce. Tsk, crazy girl ._. We went to another shop, they allow me to get my tongue pierced. I asked ALOT of question. Heh, scared marh XD. But it turns out to be OKAY. (:
Strong BOY ^_^v. When home after that cos girlfy wanna meet her daddy and mummy to buy HP. Tsk ._.

I have been hurt my own dumb mistake i did in the past.Spending my life alone then was such a bore.W/o anyone that will brighten up my days or talked to.When u came back to my life again, somehow u took me away from the hurt that was hurting me.You certainly did. I tot that the hurt wont go away as it seems impossibe that u would will come back t me. Ily Oh So Much.OKAY.