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I know i`m weak. Your always on my mind. It sucks to think of you because you have already move on. It sucks a lot. I wanted to give you everything that you hoped for. Yeah my love for was that strong. I dont mind cos your smile meant the most to me then. I dont mind waiting. Eh? Wake up larh Fahmi, Fahmi dont wait ^_^. Save me from this awful thoughts that are stuck in my head? Oh dream on larh, You wont save me. All you do is leave me behind desperate and hurt me. The awful truth. I`m a just a replacement of your friends. When they are busy, you find me. Bye. Last Post. I`m closing my blog with this post.
Bye bye all (:
Wishing upon a shooting that i could just turn back time and choose a different school. And we will be strangers. You hurt me a lot.

B-O-R-I-N-G D-A-Y!
Today was ermmmm, Boring. Nothing much happened. Didnt do anything thing interesting.
Dota the whole dayyyy! From morning until now. Eh, not morning but afternoon! Nyahahahahaah!
My parents really pissed me off. They actually bought my Hari Raya shirt.
It was supposed to be Brown but thennn, its RED! AGAIN!? Fuck them. And the clothes were like big for me larh. Still tag team with each other say its just nice for me? OHHHH CMON! I aint some 2 years old kids that you can lie to. It might work on my adik but sorry not me. I`m 16 okay?
Fuck life.
Any kind hearted soul here that willing to grant my wish?
I want a BerkinStock slipper mannnn!
Must buy before RAYA! Siann! Need to save AGAIN!

Its clear now that u dont want me around you.
I`m a boy toy yknow.
I dont wait.
Byebye now,remember the way i treat was ermmmm, SIMPLY the BEST.
Nobody can replace me.
Or can be better than me.
Try finding.
U wont suceed.

Gays night out!
Today daddy decided to bring me and brother out to get some clothes and stuffs.
We went Ion cos at there got a lot of shops.
Bought myself 4 stuffs (:
2 shirt , 1 pants and a belt.
All just nice 200 bucks.
And the COOLEST part is that i dont need to take out a single penny!
Ha ha!
Wanted to break fast at Pizza hut but it was full!
What the hell!
Ate at Mcdonalds instead.
Daddy dropped me at Limbang.
Dota session, went home straight.
Yknow what, i thought i was broke but i found out there is 5 bucks in my jeans.
How the hell it stuck there? I dont fucking know(:
Yay! I got 5 bucks(:

When facial today! Yes uh!!!
It was painFULL! Damn pain larh. Didnt expect that it will be this painful ;/
The redness on my face has decreased ! (:
Will be going again aft 15. Cos 15 is my pay day! Nyahahahaha!
Went to Lot one to meet up with Amin.
He wanted to buy a lot of things larh.
Rich fuck!
Bought earpiece only in the end.
The rest, he cant find.
Headed home to wash up then i proceed to Amin house to break my fast (:
Izzy a.k.a Farish Girfy cooked again and it taste great (:
Dota session again...
A fight between me and a friend of mine almost broke up BUT it didnt (:
So yeah, so friend if ur reading this, I`m sorry (:

On the left is ME

Casper!

Okay today.....
Broke fast at Amin house
Very fun yknow.
No parents.
Cook ourself.
I did the most thing there. I helped them to do nothing basically.
I have maid at home sooo yeahhh, i dont wash dishes or cook.
Went to limbang after that.
Dota one game, went home straight cos i wanna chat with someone(:

Friday friday friday!Hahahaha. Next week, one week holiday! Cool or what? (:
Received my report slip, passed a few fail a lot (:
Cannot slack already larh.
Aft school, get ready for oral(:
English oral, sucks
Malay oral, sucks more!
No confident larh.
When i reached at teacher, all the words suddenly disappeared.
Nervous.
English conversation was funny.
Teacher:Who was your favourite scientist?
Me: Albert Einstein...HAHAHA
Teacher: Why?
Me: Because his the only scientist i knew.
Teacher:Okay you may go
Please dont fail me (:

Gahhs! Cant wait for next week ^_^
One week holiday,here i come
School was boring,seriously!
Daddy please go overseas again! And yeah bring mummy along too please.
Hmmmm, okay today after school, met up with FarishGirlfy and Amin outside school.
FarishGirlfy went off first cos she got a photoshoot.
Hopefully tmr, i`ll be going facial. I really really wanna go D:
Slept until break fast.
Meet up with friends for another Dota session (:

It sucks coming to school cos i cant avoid you.

Oh baby, I dont know why it seems like i cant let you go. All i know that it sucks to be in this position once again. I swore to myself that this will be the last. Looks like i was trusting the wrong person all this time.Now i look like a fool. Should not have trusted you at all.Words that you said simply dont mean a thing. Congrats for fooling me. Now, i find it hard to move on. Oh yes its true but i know i can i`m strong. Its true that i`ll think of you everytime even before i tucked myself to bed. Yes its true that your worth sacrificing for. Phew thank god i didnt do anything major for you. Only tongue piercing, Oh yes it was for you actually. Oh ex, can you please leave my mind now? Please get out of there can you? Pretty please (: